The Weight of What We Carry: Shame as Survival in Two Histories of Oppression

dc.contributor.authorAkbari, Donna
dc.date.accessioned2025-09-23T19:49:37Z
dc.date.available2025-09-23T19:49:37Z
dc.date.issued2025-03-21
dc.descriptionThis essay won the Department of English’s 3000-level Essay Prize in 2025. The Department of English awards prizes for the best essay written in courses at each of the four year levels. Faculty members may nominate students for this award.
dc.description.abstractThis essay argues that in Daya Pawar’s Baluta and Gaiutra Bahadur’s Coolie Woman, shame is not just a residue of oppression but an inherited survival technology. Across caste and indenture, it organizes speech, desire, kinship, and mobility while acting as strategic quiet that protects the vulnerable. Through close readings, it pairs Pawar’s internalized caste shame with Bahadur’s reclamation of “silence” as intentional protection. Narrating shame—via autobiography and archival recovery—converts stigma into testimony, proposing “learned shame” as a transhistorical tool repurposed into resistance.
dc.identifier.urihttps://hdl.handle.net/10315/43149
dc.language.isoen
dc.subjectShame as survival
dc.subjectIntergenerational trauma
dc.subjectCaste and indenture
dc.subjectAutobiography and archival investigation
dc.subjectSilence and resistance
dc.titleThe Weight of What We Carry: Shame as Survival in Two Histories of Oppression
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